MY THOUGHTS, PUT INTO WORDS

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5 essays

Film, TV, music and the internet, and what they say about where I'm from.

Proud, Not Laughing

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Proud, Not Laughing

October 2026

A Bangladeshi comedian made it to Netflix. I was proud. I didn't laugh. Then I started to wonder whose fault that was.

“Not cruelty, just too much hope packed onto too few people.”

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The Bideshi Premium

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The Bideshi Premium

September 2026

A Canadian moves to Dhaka, discovers it has buildings, and collects 1.4 million likes. I'm Canadian too. Nobody lines up for my chicken fingers.

“Every foreigner gets a bideshi premium. But white is still the ultimate currency.”

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From Bombay to The Taj Story

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From Bombay to The Taj Story

July 2026

How a beautiful film first made me feel like a guest, and what changed between one cassette and one scroll.

“When you no longer need beauty to smuggle the argument in, it means the argument has already won enough ground to stand in the open.”

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