MY THOUGHTS, PUT INTO WORDS

Sport

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Cricket and football, and the specific kind of hope that gets punished for it.

The First Time Is the Only Time

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The First Time Is the Only Time

August 2026

On being a Bangladesh cricket fan, and the one kind of joy you only get to feel once.

“You hope less because hope, historically, has been the thing right before the collapse.”

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The Joy and Sadness of Supporting Brazil

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The Joy and Sadness of Supporting Brazil

July 2026

Thirty-six years, one country that was never mine, and a habit I can't seem to break.

“It's tribal identity borrowing a jersey it has no real claim to, and it's proof that the ugliest thing about fandom was never losing.”

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