
Sport
The First Time Is the Only Time
August 2026
On being a Bangladesh cricket fan, and the one kind of joy you only get to feel once.
“You hope less because hope, historically, has been the thing right before the collapse.”
3 essays
Cricket and football, and the specific kind of hope that gets punished for it.

Sport
August 2026
On being a Bangladesh cricket fan, and the one kind of joy you only get to feel once.
“You hope less because hope, historically, has been the thing right before the collapse.”

Sport
July 2026
Thirty-six years, one country that was never mine, and a habit I can't seem to break.
“It's tribal identity borrowing a jersey it has no real claim to, and it's proof that the ugliest thing about fandom was never losing.”

Sport
February 2026
For a South Asian kid in 90s England, one fast bowler turned a slow game into a religion.
“Rewind, play. Rewind, play. The fire was mine after that.”
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